I guess history is repeating again

and i think i have not learn my lesson
since it is not the first or second time
i know saying sorry does not
cure the pain i gave

and saying thank you does not mean
anything they have done for me
no words seem to be able to fit in

sometimes i find people around me contradictive
they ask me i nv thought be4 all the possibility
i will ans no why think so much
and then thing has happen
and i began to think alot
they ask me don think so much
so wtf do they wan from me
sometimes i find this true
most people ask thing not becos they care
but they are just curious
i don understand cant they jus mind their own business!
they discuss, they talk, they create problems
and then found out the truth
and say oh i knew it
so wth did they gain in the end
but i know it is not their fault
but i don think they are totally right too
sometimes i just find myself super contradictive too

i know it is hard or impossible to ignore someone u care

but im expecting ppl to do it

and all i know things will nv be the same anymore!!!

我想我已经习惯一个人生活