Thanks for proving me

tat no one else other then my family

can tolerate my temper

i will remember it in mind

so next time i will never do the same mistake again

i can only be happy when i am outside

and when i want to be angry or sad

i had to do it at home

maybe i was wrong from the start

i always thought u wont leave me alone

thanks for proving me wrong again

Its not a happy Chinese new year

it is just Chinese new year

sometimes i just need a shoulder to cry on

is that too much to ask for

2nd time using phone to blog (:

today im a happy girl

although im not feeling well

and as usual im late today :/

anyway bf bought me to watch

moive mission impossible

at vivo gold class awesome man!!!

i didnt know and it is ex but worth it

we ate at a awesome cake shop too!!

and i get to eat my craving foundue!!!

how can i not love today expect for the sick part

lastly i slept almost the whole journey

in the car when bf is driving

thanks bf for not waking me up

and everything tat happen today (:

i don nid to have all this everyday

jus one mth one time go out tgt

i am content

iloveyou<3

2012 i am still struggling

no we are still struggling

trying to know each other better

trying to give in

making the effort to change

trying to fit in to one another

trying so hard to make things work

eventually one will grow tired and stop trying

sometimes i feel tat we are all tired

but nobody wants to let it go

maybe sometimes i got the urge to let go

but no i never ever want to

i don know if u notice it but i feel tat i have change

and if u don know i am worst last time

its habit of me tat will never change

im not someone who will stay by my phone 24/7

im not a sweet talker

im not someone who likes to talk on phone

im not as strong as i seems to

im not someone who go to bed early

ok there will lots more

im jus not prefect

so pls don expect much from me

i need someone who understand my silence

i need someone who can be there for me

i need someone who can make me happy

okies im asking for too much

i want nothing for 2012

my resolution for every year is to sleep

sleep away everything every trouble every problems

如果我不在乎了，
你说的任何话，
做的任何事，
都触动不了我的神经，
伤痛就是一种麻木，
伤害就是一种冷漠，再多的伤，
我都会轻轻地对你说：没关系，
我可以尘封所有的回忆，想想以后的路怎么走，
可是我做不到，我竟然是那么的在乎你。

First day of 2012 and

first time I blog through phone

i don knw why but i guess

i really nid to learn not to

expect too much...

like any other night i have

tears flowing through

i don knw why but i didnt wan too

i guess sometimes i jus miss you

and i get a litte emotional today

becos like any other couples

at the last day of 2011 and first day of 2012

i jus wan to be wif u a little longer

although there is nothing special

well i guess im weak afterall...

lets not hope much for 2012

Last day of 2011!!!

Should complete the post tat i owe my bf

from 18 dec till now hehe

HAPPY 5 mths to my baby <3

and i finally grant my bf wish on 18dec

by wearing dress and take neoprint wif him (:

hehe cute right! hope he enjoyed that day!

ever since we gt tgt we seldom have time

we don stick tgt as often like the past

sometime i cant get use to it and gets sad

but i know he is always trying to make me feel better <3

and this is the first year im not ending it single!!!

although we r both working but still im happy

hopefully we celebrate after work if we r nt tired (:

Best gift of 2011: Patrick Chua 蔡汉勇 <3

从现在开始，你只许对我一个人好；

要宠我，不能骗我；

答应我的每一件事情，你都要做到；

对我讲的每一句话都要是真心。

不许骗我、骂我，要关心我；

别人欺负我时，你要在第一时间出来帮我；

我开心时，你要陪我开心；

我不开心时，你要哄我开心；

永远都要觉得我是最漂亮的；

梦里你也要见到我；在你心里只有我

By movie: 河东狮吼

Sometimes i wonder who really comes to my blog?

anyway life has been changing much very much..

in less than 20 days it will be 2012

how fast can tat be 1 year is just pass like tat

this year so much has happen and too much changes

sometimes i find it hard to catch up the pace too

i find it hard to fathom things tat happen too

from the start of the year till today

things tat happen are not wad i expected at all

not a single thing was wad i thought will be

and this guy above use to be my best friend.

a colleague, a close friend and someone who

will always be there for me

never will i thought i ever will get tgt wif him

even though ppl ard us thinks we match alot

and i guess for himself he never thought of it too

you know i always i will never ever find someone better

who had made a impact in my life

and i guess he did

he did not replace wad someone did

but he did even better

and i doubt is hard to find someone like him

tat when u cry he cry wif u right

i remember tat there was this one night

tat he called and i was crying badly!

and this silly guy worried like hell

the only one tat i tell all my problems to

all my rantings and complain

i admit tat we are not going smoothly at times

we quarrel more often, have disagreements, misunderstanding,

mis-communication and trust issues

all this happens but no matter wad happen

im still glad tat he came to my life

i have no idea how far we could go

but no matter wad i hope this cute guy will be happy forever (:

and going go about my life

everything seems to change :(

everyone seems so busy wif their life

friends tat i use to talk to often

friends tat i use to hang out wif

friends tat i use to share problems wif

life goes on, i jus got to learn to move wif the flow right?

Still im grateful to all the ppl who came to my life

I just want to lead a simple life (: